wasted words over past demons

i hope they haunt your dreams...

and if i believed in god
i'd pray you
don't
come
cr a w l i n g
back to me.

i'm wishing on some fading stars
that the deceit was just a figment
of my obscure imagination
running wild on impulse.
maybe i'll fuck myself up today

I'm full of artificial sweetener
My heart's been deceitful
It's all artificial sweetener
I'm faking I love you's
You're forcing me to
Artificial Sweetener- No Doubt

Can't wait for the comeback.
I'll watch from the sidelines
secretly wishing for a spotlight of my very own


STAND AND DELIVER
your money or your knife...

...a wink and a nod...

As a final closure to rid myself of my past demons

I burned a hole of a smiley face
into the birthday card you gave me last year
before ripping it up into 16 rainbow pieces
and burning them into ashes.

on the plus side, I'm back