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for me to Share. for all to Know.
to keep me at Ease. to keep me Sane.
to keep it Real........ One post at a time.

...i will be chasing your starlight...

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

hyperventilations an easy way to say goodbye

fuck everything
its the end of the school year
and everythings just falling apart..
i sit here right now,
writing this
because its going to be my last post on this blog.
maybe ill create a new one, iunno.
i'm sick of wet keyboards and tissues overflowing my trashcan
i'm just sick of it all.
what irks me the most is that i help people when they have a problem...
why doesnt anybody care about me? about my fuckin feelings right now!
no its okay, i'm f.i.n.e.
my family is falling apart.
my moms always out, my sisters only 6, my brother couldnt give a shit, and i'm here running around with a broken toe trying to put together the pieces of the puzzle.
the person i though would care most thinks everythings a joke, and doesn't know when i'm angry or upset or not, or maybe just doesnt care at all.
exams are coming up and i have just lost sight of whos my friend and whos not.
thanks to all who's read this since last july.
sayonara from .Death.Of.Beauty.

1 comment:

Magic! Lady said...

hey I haven't read your blog in a long time well I haven't read my own in a long time, anyway I see things are hard on you right now, all I want to say is stay strong