HereGoesEverythin

Well, I'm off to Israel for 18 days
so no posts for 18 days I guess.

Words cannot express my anger, resentment, hurt, and disappointment right now.
There's no way I'm pinning this on PMS this time.

I'm just downright annoyed.
Thanks for letting me go on vacation knowing that someone probably doesn't care.

Hmm, it's 3 a.m.

Goodbye, goodnight, and goodluck (you're gonna need it, honey)

xoxo,
         Death.Of.Beauty....

So this is the outcome of taking the hint?

Don't you worry about me I'm fine
just chasing your hollow lulls-

it's hard to speak, makes me weak
oh, what a sick cliche
come to think of it now
you said you wouldn't have her any other way
i see a girl, she's frightened
waiting by the hydrant for a sign
of anything,anything, that'll make her feel alive

Don't you worry about me I'm fine
I'm just still chasing your hollow lullabies
Sweet symphony runs through my threaded veins
split a seam, make me weep I'll just be filled with
twine and broken dreams

your goose-down bed has turn to stone
she shrieks with pain when she should moan
a single tear cascades the porcelain face
"nothing more than an embrace"
she thinks as you move towards her
shaken, feared, she wanted you to hold her
just one moment for it all to be right,
nothing in sight, no love in sight


Don't you worry about me I'm fine
Just keep chasing your hollow lullabies
Sweet symphony runs through my threaded veins
split a seam, make me weep I'll just be filled with
twine and broken dreams

fingers caress, slide down spaghetti straps,
you watch her face change as you tug on her dress,
calloused tips make their way down
buttons one and two, teach her something new
about love and loss.
she hears the zip and the pounding of her heart
and a cool new breeze
time begins to freeze...

"let me out don't want to be here
i'm only caged by what i've learned to fear
passing glances and drinks
leads me to think
that this is only temporary
only temporary..." (all said in a whisper)

It's so obvious I'm not fine,
Hey just caught up with your stupid hollow lullabies
Down by the hydrant I carved out a phrase
telling the world, that this love, according to you
nothing more than an embrace.

Mmmmm I love 2 a.m. lyrics.
"So this is the outcome of taking the hint" or well... Hollow Lullabies
took 15 minutes to write, obviously.
And was at 2 a.m.
GOODNIGHT!!!

xoxo.
Death Of Beauty

uhhh yea =D

Okay so I have this friend.
She's pretty much the same person as me.
I swear I was not high when saying this.

Basically, we are a part of a different world.
you kno those angels and devils on peoples shoulders?
Yea, we're in the angel/devil world.
And together, we make up one person in a bigger world,
with features that combine the two of us.
Soooo my friend called being the devil first, but that is not going to happen
because we interchange angel and devil roles
sooo sometimes i'm the angel, and sometimes i'm the devil.
and so the angel is sometimes the devil
and the devil is sometimes the angel
...
and our host is just really stupid.

WOOT