...you're killing me, killing me
i had a test that decided my future today
academics are worth shit if the future is always as cloudy as the minds of those
stuck in yesterday.
stuck in the past,
the boggling mind is just making me dizzy.
stuck in the past,
i'm worried about the future.
stuck in the past,
i've lost sight of the present.
i'm crossing bridges that have started to burn.
i have set the fire.
i'm looking out across the fog,
where's a thought when you need one?
distant distant distant.
who needs friends and family
when you have papers and pens?
stuck in the past,
the future is the present.
walking the wooden plank on this sinking ship.
i have set the fire.
.all i wanted was you.
the bolded title and lyrics are from The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars.
i cried today, surprisingly....
i think it's the first real one since the divorce.
i'm distancing myself from people,
i'm not sleeping enough
i'm most definitely not myself.
no wonder i'm not being invited to hang outs.
.Let.It.All.Out.
Death.Of.Beauty
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