how does it feel?

I wouldn't know...
BUT

I once knew a girl who
had sealed her own lips shut.
she was quiet and shy (well, obviously)
rarely expressed her opinions and just went with the flow.
many wondered why she would do such a thing,
but the answer was quite simple:
she wanted a boy to love her.

Then that girl I once knew
had glued her tear ducts shut.
she always stared straight ahead and rarely blinked (obviously)
strong on the outside, weak on the inside
many wondered why she would do such a thing,
but the answer was quite simple:
she didn't want to cry over a boy.

Then that girl I once knew
had plugged her ears with cotton.
she walked alone, not listening to anyone around her (obviously)
ignorance is bliss, she thought to herself
many wondered why she would do such a thing
but the answer was quite simple:
she didn't want to listen to a boy

Then that girl I once knew
had cut her heart out of her chest.
she was never really the same after that (obviously... I think)
she put it in a small case, locked it and buried it in her yard.
many wondered why she would do such a thing
but the answer was quite simple:
she didn't want to love a boy anymore.

Speak no Love.
Hear no Love.
See no Love.
...
Feel no Love.

It was a lot more gruesome the first time around...
very Tim Burton-esque, if you will.
But I editted it a bit to make it less gorey but still to the point.
Guing her tear ducts is slightly better than hollowing out her eyes right?
Wow this sucks if you're a visual thinker
(like my lovely best friend who reads this from time to time, hahhh)

I really don't understand why people are freaking out over prom dilemmas this early...
Like, dresses I kinda understand... but SEATING ARRANGEMENTS?
Go fuck yourselves and let me listen to my new love, Vampire Weekend.
Mmm they're "the sex"... if I were in the UK and would use their slang.

Sadly, I lay awake
as the
Death....OfBeauty