when you're gone, will i lose control?

you're the only road i know, show me where to go

step by step
and i don't look back
no looking back. no turning back.
step by step
and i lose my place.
the surroundings look the same
to my untrained eyes
i've been down this road
i know it i know it.
i've seen it all before.
step by step
i'm slowly turning back.
not this road. not this time.
i turn around. fork in the road.
i've been down this road
i know it i know it
the surroundings look the same to my untrained eyes.
and i need the guiding hands. my northern star.
step by step
i follow the path.
my feet take me where no one would dare go before.
twists and turns
an emotional whiplash
an emotional journey
an emotional wreck
step by step
i'm an EMOTIONAL WRECK

.who will drive my soul?.
the bolded title and lyrics is Drive My Soul by Lights
andd the song speaks for me...
i think i'm losing control