...in a perfect world, this wouldn't make me sick
don't blame me
pulling my hair out is now just a regular activity.
saves me from a breakdown.
that and guitar of course.
i hate it all.
i hate that i have to practice smiling in the mirror,
it never comes out right in the halls.
i hate that i have nothing to make me stand out,
appearance isnt everything anymore.
i hate that i end up pushing friends away,
after a while, their faces just double
i hate that i have trust issues,
because now i can't trust even those closest to me.
i hate that everything thats good to me ends up leaving,
because then i have to start all over again.
i hate that i can't believe promises and love,
because i see it crash and fall around me.
back to being f.i.n.e.
.she pulls the trigger until the gun goes click.
lyrics by Billy Talent... called Perfect World
well i know the world is definitely not perfect.
whats the difference between feeling lonely and being alone
at least when you're lonely you have someone to turn to.
1 comment:
yeah I guess that is the difference between being alone and being lonely , but they sure do feel the same.
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