The Melancholy Death of Oyster Boy

nothing brightens a day like tim burtons twisted soul.
hardy har har
i've got absolutely nothing to say today
and this is a shock for me
if i don't write in here every day, i write in my little red journal
i'm too cheap to make it look pretty but eh
but today, simply nothing.
i was sick on the 23rd so that was an exception
...
it is true
my blog has developed an echo
and its about 3 days until my birthday
fuck yeah sixteen
...
blahdidaaa
i used to see two birds perched on the branch across my window.
one black and one white
every day for about a month
silly lovebirds
they didn't make sense to me until now...
perhaps hmmm
well i'll leave myself to ponder the thought
and for the echo to wait and see what my lovebird theorys all about
as for now
au revoir mes amies...
Death.of.Beauty.....

travis barkers plane crash news with a side of a head cold

i think i'm sick
luckiy i've got myself a doctors appointment
night to myself
xxoo

don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head...

...and in the night

oh the things in my mind that i wish i could see.
i just gave myself the shivers.
and that's what i get when i think about it all...
i had always looked on the darker side of life.
through the fogginess of the mind
and into a never ending abyss.
oh the things in my mind that i wish i could see...
lets see if you can spot a thought as it passes by.
explore your wonders
and watch your favourite dreams.
oh the things in my mind that i wish i could see
always straddling the border between right and wrong,
yet now i've tipped over to the right side.
intentionally, but sure of the choice
i cleared my foggy mind
was blind but now i can see..
oh the things in my mind that i can now see
sooo veryyy clearlyyy

.we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends.
the bolded title and lyrics are I Miss You by Blink 182
my finger hurts... like RAWR
my blogs have stopped making sense...
but i guess that's the point of this one
leaves you wondering, what the hell do i see
what do i want
what do i need..
i got it all now,
yay i'm happy, happy, happy
.So.Live.Your.Life.
DEATHHHofBEAUTYYY

we're going down down in an earlier round...

...and sugar we're going down swingin'

surreptitious...surreptitious
oh you're downright surreptitious.
oh curse my clumsy heart
matters now over mind
feeling the weight of the world.
hide behind your mask
so i can only see what you want me to see.
brick, glass, and soundproof walls.
cage me in, and here i stand.
without a clue, without a sound.
can you hear me?
just once, hear me?

.i'll be your number one with a bullet.
unfortunate but true
i just used Fall Out Boy lyrics for the first time in a while as my title and bolded lyrics

bum ba da dum
i've got nothing left to say
life's good, cant complain too much
woohoo for me...
xoxo
DEATHofBEAUTY

HaNdLeBaRs!!!

smarties, skittles and m&ms
sour gummy worms candy YUM!

apparently rocks have hair,
and will soon take over the world
...and they break MP3 players (pfft)

and drunk people should not be around hot elements...
and they shoudlnt be in my house
mental note to self: when making a party
make sure to create an ending time
and when in need of calming down
go to danny =P


my dog is attacking me with kisses teeheehee
i hate philosophy
and i think i should go to sleep earlier
today i had my english teacher jab me with a ruler
neahaha this is my idea of badass...

PEACE OUT MOFOS
xoxo Death o' Beauutyy

a loser can win whenever they want to...

...all that they gotta, gotta do

i'm kinda like an armchair,
i'm easily moved, and reclined
and can sweep you off of your feet.
i meet the comforts of others before i meet my own.
why make someone do something they don't want to do?
i guess you can call it selfless...
but then again, you can call my life a roller coaster
quite the contrary to the comforts of the chair.
there are ups, there are downs,
and there are some fucked up corkscrew turns
where you don't know where you're going next.
i think i'm done with the huge falls for now,
but sometimes, you get a corkscrew here and there.
spinspinspinspin
sit tight, we're in for a bumpy ride.
tell the conductor i wanna get off.
...wheres the nearest armchair?

.is bring you down.
bolded title and lyrics compliments of LOSER by Cute Is What We Aim For

i think all of my old blogger friends abandoned me... ouchhh
haha that's what i get for making a goodbye speech.
my blogs no longer make sense to me
frackkk, hi, whats up bloggers?
i'm talking to myself... my blog is echoing from me talking to myself!!
that's how empty it is... haha
peace out.
dOb!!??

and the rain will kill us all...

...we throw ourselves against the wall

silver star silver star
shine your light on what can be seen
what can't be seen, seems to be unreal
its these i dream, a chance to feel
like i'm above what i've become
take your rays of light and some
pride and dignity to restore my own
a life with love is just unknown.
don't tear my heart out
you'll take away the only thing that i care about.
full once more, i'm out in the open
i'mnotcrazy,i'mnotmad,i'mnotalone!
silver star,silver star
shine your light on all that is me
what cant be me, feels so unreal
these be my dreams, my chance to feel.

.but no one else can see.
.the preservation of the martyr in me.
the bolded title and lyrics are Psychosocial by Slipknot.
you know how they say not to look back on the past so that it doesnt get in the way of your future?
what if the past follows you and haunts you
sticking in your mind and blocking you.
fuck it all

look at me! look at me!...

...just called to say that it's good to be

come, sit down!
let's wait by the street corner
for a bus that will never come.
and we'll just be okay.
tickle me til im blue
until i fall on the grass,
just make me smile right side up.
let's watch my favourite movie
and have giggle fits on your bed,
only you can find humour in serious parts.
let's kiss hello and goodbye
let's be the cliche romance
let's be something real.
help me... i've walked under too many ladders to think that you could be something true.
this won't last this won't last
i hope you prove me wrong...

.ALIVE in such a small world.
the bolded lyrics and title are compliments of Flobots
lol the songs called handlebars
and its funny as hell.
my boyfriend has it on his phone and it makes me laugh haha
but you know what doesn't make me laugh?
that it's been stuck in my head all weekend and this week so far...
yeah NOT FUNNY

life is waiting for you...

...so messed up but so alive

i wade into waters
and melt with the currents
it takes me to places unknown.
i tie myself to kites
and soar above clouds.
i want my world to seem small.
i now close my eyes and i see your smile.
no more ghouls and ghosts to haunt me.
i now awake to a world where i'm here
i'm up, i'm great, i'm alive.
i now hold my head high, because its good to see the sun.
no more tears and heavy heart weighing me down.
i can smile without pulling a muscle
i can live without having to lie.
i can be happy, you make me happy.

.so messed up but we'll survive.
bolded title and lyrics are Life by Our Lady Peace
that's right, i don't have to lie
about why my arm hurts, why i bruise easily...
i can now look at the past and think about
how you had no damn clue.
i'm happy happy happy
and the weight has lifted

"i'm alive at last and i'm full of joy"-Sweeney Todd

i wish you were here...

...to hear me say

im flying sky high
and showing no signs of coming down.
don't you love it when you've been proven wrong?
you get the feeling you're human,
you made a mistake.
i'm no longer waiting for the rain to fall
for the leaves to change
for the tide to rise and suck me into the current
i've just been swept off my feet.
don't you love it when you've been proven wrong?
i got the worth it guy
no more hurt, no more abuse.
my ride is leaving,
but i'm just ahead of the curb.

.this is gonna be my GREATEST DAY.
woot for Bowling for Soup